Well, before I start, I'd like to apologize for not having said anything here since two months ago. Those who know me should probably consider it an habit now, but honestly... it feels wrong using laziness as an excuse to get out from everything every time.

The move went smooth. I moved on the 1st day of April and 20 days or so later got my phone line back. My routine slowly went back to the usual boring self since then, which is a shame, before that I was working on two artwork pieces plus I was even writing a bit.


Needless to say, the Internet is becoming a waste of time. Without control, it is highly proven that I lost myself in this cybernetic world.


My back is against the wall, and ahead, a pair of sharp swords are ready to slice me any minute if I don't take action now. If I don't do anything soon, it will be too late and most of the opportunities will be lost. As much as I hate to say, it's one of those moments you wish for a miracle which allowed you to turn into a different person in the blink of an eye...

I have two choices: go for a course (keep studying), or go find a job. For some reason I can't help being hesitant to both. I guess that's because I've grown so overly lazy after 1 gap year doing nothing at all (I feel I describe this as a disease already...). Or, maybe I fear disappointing my parents even more (but, what would be more disappointing than doing nothing?).

Whatever I plan to do, I have to act like a man and stay like a man. The childhood days are unfortunately over, but it doesn't mean I'll get unhappy. I have about 50 more years to live, or less if something happens, so let's enjoy this shizz while I still can!

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Yeah... I had to vent it out here. Sorry guys.

By the way, if you noticed carefully on my new desktop snapshot there are two digital sketches lying there. Those were the two sketches I left on hold when I got my connection back. One features a flying Altaria from the Pokémon series while the second one is a project for a new fan character I have in mind.

To be honest I have no idea which one I should finish first...


That's all folks. Until next update!